A gentle truth for the days when healing aches more than harm ever did.We don’t talk about this part enough. The part where healing hurts. The p
A gentle truth for the days when healing aches more than harm ever did.
We don’t talk about this part enough.
The part where healing hurts.
The part where, after leaving the relationship…
after naming the truth…
after choosing yourself…
you lie in bed and wonder why your chest still aches like you’ve lost everything.
You did.
And now… you’re finding your way back to yourself.
But it doesn’t feel like victory yet.
🌿 Healing hurts because harm lied.
Harm told you:
You had to keep the peace, even if it cost you everything.
You were too much, too sensitive, too broken.
Your silence was safer than your voice.
Healing means unlearning all of that.
And unlearning hurts.
Because when you start to feel safe again, your body finally releases all the pain it never got to feel the first time.
🧠Healing hurts because your nervous system is relearning peace.
If you’ve lived in survival mode for years, stillness can feel like danger.
Calm can feel like the moment before a storm.
Love can feel suspicious.
Joy can feel fake.
Rest can feel unsafe.
But that doesn’t mean you’re broken.
It means you’re healing.
The hurt doesn’t mean you’re failing.
It means your system is waking up.
It means your truth is surfacing.
It means your strength is returning.
💬 You’re not going backwards—you’re going deeper.
This part of healing is tender.
It’s when you realize how much you lost, how much you missed, how much you longed for someone to just see you, hold you, choose you.
You might cry over things you thought you’d already moved past.
You might grieve people who hurt you because you now understand what they were supposed to be.
You might ache in places that were numb for years.
That is not weakness.
That is your body finally believing it’s safe enough to feel.
🌷 A Comforting Reminder:
You are not doing it wrong because it hurts.
You are doing it honestly.
You are doing it bravely.
You are doing it the way Survivors always have—with trembling hands and an unshakable spirit.
So when healing hurts:
Wrap yourself in softness.
Turn toward your breath.
Remember that pain is not your identity—it’s a doorway.
And you don’t have to walk through it all at once.
🕯️ And above all, say to yourself:
“This hurt is not the end of me.
It is the release of what I was never meant to carry.”
